Biggest. Mistake. Ever.

Category : Big Boss, Epic Fail, Family, Home, Jenn, Ramblings, Stress, Struggles, Yusefville.com

If someone could give a reward for making the stupidest mistake possible, that would be me. I had the perfect life until I got too cocksure of myself living the good life, and said some mean things to my sister and husband. Not bad things, just a lot of cursing. Well, I finished up my logos at CTC, right here,

My Personal Logo

My Business Logo

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Anyway, I packed up and got right back into state care, at ground zero all over again. Right at the placement I went to back in September 18th-21st, 2008. Right in the same room even! Goddamn! Am I lucky or not? * sarcasm* Well, don’t got much longer, got a rigid schedule to get back to at this hell. Be back every little bit to blog. Big Boss, out.

 

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What’s the matter? You freakin’ stupid?

Category : Alyssa, Big Boss, Epic Fail, Family, Home, In-Laws, Internet, Jenn, Ramblings, Ryan, Stress, Struggles, Yusefville.com

I have been going down hill since homebumming homecumming homecoming night and it ain’t slowing down. I’m am a raging fuckin’ bull, screaming at the least goddamn thing, cursing a mile a minute like now. Me and my brother-in-law hate each other, and the kids disrespect me, and the dog likes to shit all over my fucking bed. Everything fuckin’ sucks now. I’m sorry about this, it had nothing to do with my sister; it’s just everything surrounding her separates her from blood.  Blood is thicker than water my fuckin’ ass. This is bullshit. So I told my mom I’m through with this shit on the phone, mom starting talkin’ shit about Dan (My brother-law) and Jenn (My sister) got pissed. I told her I had it, I fucking had it, and I need to go. She e-mailed/called CYS and I thought I would go to live with mom and live happily fucking after. Silly fucking me. I am now going to a independent living home in Mechanicsburg at 2 p.m. tomorrow. Typical. So there you have it. The story of my fuckin’ life.

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Headstrong and full of Headaches

Category : Alyssa, Big Boss, Family, Home, In-Laws, Internet, Myself, Ramblings, Ryan, School, Stress, Struggles, Yusefville.com

I have been dealing with a lot of stress lately. I’ll give you the lowdown.

  • Midterms at Slowanco Solanco
  • A bunch of projects at CTC
  • Deteriorating respect from family and friends
  • Loss of privileges
  • Bulling at school and by my brother-in-law
  • Stress-related migraines, stomach-aches, and other related injuries

Why all this? Well, for one thing: IT’S THE NEW YEAR!!! And midterms week at my home school. I just had 1st period’s today: Mr. Krans Geometery. Tommorrow I will do Period 2: Mr. Lyon’s American Literature Part I and then I’ll be through with that. But also I got to somehow get the kids (Not mine, just my niece and nephew) to respect me again; they treat me like lower class trash. I don’t know why though, my standards of living are higher than my mothers, and almost on par with my sister. Aside from cramming all my stuff in small places though. Don’t get me there; my mom may be a goddamned hoarder, but I am not. My brother-in-law Dan isn’t helping either, when I’m not dealing with Solanco’s bullshit, I have to listen to his “constructive criticism”. I didn’t know that meant putting me down, or forcing me to agree to his point of view.

Here’s Wikipedia’s Definition:

Real Meaning 1

Dan might be doing this, but he doesn’t always tell me.

And he does it rude, too.

Fucking Bullshit.

Big Boss… Out.

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Ugh…

Category : Big Boss, Family, Home, In-Laws, Jenn, kissmykitty, Struggles, Yusefville.com

Why do I want to do this dumbass apology everytime I don’t blog for a while?

You know what?

Screw it.

I feel better now.

I have been living at my sister’s house for a while now, and I like no less nor more than my mom’s house. I guess my mom was right, there’s a honeymoon period for everything. I really hate dragging along, living day by day. But you know what?

Screw that, too.

I am done bitching, and moaning, and complaining. I’m going to make good my life, ’cause I sure as hell don’t want to mope about it all my life, either.

 

P.S.

Jenn, if you read this:

I’m sorry to say, but your house if like Soviet Russia.

If you don’t collect, you purge.

Collect= Do ‘chores’ for you; Purge= Take every privileged until I give.

And I’m really fucking sick and tired of it.

It’s fucking America!

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Pro Tip of the Day – 9/30/2011

Category : Pro, References, StarFox, Tip of the Day

Do a barrel roll!

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Pro Tip of the Day – 9/29/2011

Category : Pro, References, Struggles, Tip of the Day

No matter what, you gotta Live Free or Die Hard.

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Pro Tip of the Day – 9/28/2011

Category : Jokes, Pro, References, The Legend of Zelda, Tip of the Day

If you see an enemy in any Zelda game, kill it by slapping the shit out of the glowing spot.

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Epic Tip of the Day – 9/27/2011

Category : Epic, Music, Myself, Tip of the Day

If you wanna make your own “Uncle” Yusef’s Sing-A-Long

Now’s Your Chance

With “Uncle” Yusef’s proven method of learning lyrics!

  1. Find a Song You Like
  2. Remember the beat, 1 of 2 crucial parts of knowing a song
  3.  Listen to it over and over until you get the chorus down, the 2nd crucial piece of knowing a song, without the chorus down you can’t do the song, the chorus is what’s more often then not what the song is named after, and without it, the song has no meaning
  4. Listen to it some more and practice the lyrics you hear
  5. Keep going until you think you know the song, then go look for the lyrics and fix the error’s you made. Example- Alien Ant Farm’s Remake of Smooth Criminal = Me singing the Chorus- Daddy you ok? You ok? You ok daddy? | Real verses= Annie you ok? You ok? You ok Annie?
  6. Make a video and make me proud*!
*And prepare for a karaoke war, too.
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Geeky Tip of the Day – 9/26/2011

Category : Epic Fail, Geeky, Myself, Tip of the Day

A nerd is someone who is into a subject, and knows quite of bit of it, a geek is an obsessed nerd, knowing alot of the subject.

I am…

The latter.

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Wise Tip of the Day – 9/25/2011

Category : Amr, Family, Jenn, Mom, Myself, References, Struggles, Tip of the Day, Wise

Murphy’s Law

“Anything that can go wrong will go wrong”

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